Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I cry when i ask my husband for help and he turns me down so quickly that i cannot begin to understand why.
i cry when my husband has his eye on the prize, but misses the view completely.
i cry when i am by myself, scared and alone and I realize that by choice this is where i am.
i cry when i want one thing, but do another, just to please someone who wants more then i can ever give.
i cry when my son is in anger, he feels alone and scared, and there is no man here to be his friend, mentor, and father figure.
i cry when i realize that i have made a mistake. i thought you were one person. instead, your another.
i cry when i have to say good bye. i have been crying for too long.

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