Our company has been sold. The purchaser is determining how to maintain staff. We are all working together to get through an exciting time! This is all the corporate bullshit that states: too bad, motherfucker. We made a shit ton of cash. Now, your fucked.
These are my positive thoughts. The negative ones, I cannot even endure. New house. Old life. Gotta keep it all together. The fish, the dog, the cat, the kid, the man are all relying on me.
I just wanna go home.

Depression occurs when the mind wants what the heart does not desire. Or vice versa.

When you start to drift
you try
to come together
if
you
dont
sense the senses
wanting nothing
happens together
you need
you dont want
your alone
in this world of silent endeavors
making
love
instead
the war
starts in your head
your heart
bares all
your face
says nothing
bluffing
your surroundings
asking
for nothing
being the one
the only
you
like the tide
coming
back
to the shore
time
and
time again
the drift
hits
the dune
walking alone
the air
intices
the soul
the salts
of
the earth
becoming
the sweat
of
the body
mine and mine
alone no more

The gayness of it all.
Ever realize what you think is cool, someone else considers to be shit?
Example: People who want to dress like the 80's were cool.
If you were of age in the 80's, you wouldn't want to dress like those fags.

Think of how many things can associate with this concept. Let me know what they are.
DO it. Do it now.

Do they ever know how much we love them?
I feel sorry for players, haters/not lovers. They dont know what its like to be accepted, adored, passionately explored by the one who knows your soul's secrets and loves you for you anyway.