Thursday, February 15, 2001

Do you ever write things and not remember them? later you read them and say to yourself: Oh, my God! I rock...here is one such item

In the light of the moon, I saw me looking at you
I left my body
I gained new sight
I found true love
I found comfort in the darkness of night

My songs all seem that they are about love between people. This is not the case. Most of my songs are about paranormal activitie such as spirit projection, travelling in dreams, and making contact with the etherworlds. What can I say? I find comfort in darkness....
K-
k1331@texas.net

Saturday, February 10, 2001

Here is the song kris and i wrote last night:
I can find you anywhere
surrounded by darkness
I can find you..

I can find you anywhere
surrounded by darkness
I can find you..

Let me feel you again

There are fires burning downtown
Music moving
Bodies grooving

You can see me in my dreams
I will be ther waiting for you
Take me into your arms
whisper your hellos
With you is where I need to go...
I worried about my last entry for about another week. Then something hit me: Who really Cares? Am I being overly cautious when noone else seems to care? Here are the rules of surivival with a touring national act: Dont disrespect. Dont steal. Dont cheat. Dont spill the beans. Protect the circle. At the same time, the essential requirement have been simple: Dont be a meathead! With that in mind, I have once again pulled on the perverbial bootstraps. I was worried and I did not call J. for many months. We spoke yesterday. The tone was civil and caring. They are rolling through my turf next Friday, the 16th of Feb. We are invited to join the Tore up Tour, once more. I am so excited! I could go to sleep and wake up on Friday morning ready to go...Apart of me only lives in this circle of friends and music, Truly lives. If I could express that in musical and poetic terms this would complete my day/life.